Hai again! It’s been months since my last post and in some ways I thought it was the end of Used and Abused. I’ve just finished my first year at Uni and I’ve been doing a lot of reading and writing, not all of it interesting. Then the other day I get a comment from Florida Dom, a long-time reader, asking me if I was ever coming back. It got me thinking maybe I didn’t want to give up on the blog after all. Then I was going through some old files, organising my hard drive, and found some old blog posts -original, filthy fuckdoll shit, and I was like ‘where did that bitch go’? Then I looked through some porn and had a wank to Sasha Grey getting gangbanged, and realised she hasn’t gone anywhere.
I’ve been studying and being in love, basically. Master and I are so deeply in love and have moments of just falling deeper for each other. And yet not much sex. I mean there is always something; medications, me working late, too drunk, too lazy, too hot, too cold, need a shower...on and on. We are an old married couple, and not in a bad way. Back when I was writing, and having my dirtiest sex, I was newly single and fucking everyone. I don’t want to fuck everyone now, I just want to fuck Master. I want him to fuck me, use and abuse me. I want to combine what we had then with what we have now. The way I see it, relationships take effort and I can’t whinge about the things I want without making an effort to get them.
The plan is to get a bit more healthy/fit/slim, feel better about myself and make more effort to fire up Master’s libido. Wearing my collar more, wakeup blowjobs, and meeting him in various states of undress when he gets home from work, are just a few ideas.
So here’s to blogging again, and lots more kinky shit.
